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:: 12012 - Hallelujah ::

Last night I was worried about you after reading ur recent entry, so I decided to talk to you..
We haven't talked in ages, so I took some courage asking you how u were doing.

You decided to talk about the day I left you..
Tears rolled down my face as I listened to you, the struggle and the pain I've caused..

I really couldn't bear myself hurting such a wonderful girl like you.

Both of us became an emotional wreck, and we are all paying for it with time..

I told you how I feel about you all these years.. but I realized you don't feel the same way about me anymore. It's useless to think we can turn back the clock and start over..

I respect ur decision, hopefully this time i can finally let you go for good..

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:: Ayumi Hamasaki - Days ::

I just found out one of my coworker's having an affair with a girl at work..

And while he was going steady with this other girl he's been dating for a couple months back. It took a lot of work for them to be together, since this other girl already had a previous long-term boyfriend to begin with.. after a lot of convincing, she finally broke up with him and decided to go out with my coworker.

Now that my coworker's got a steady girlfriend, he had to go tread into another territory..
I was always aware he had a thing for this planning girl at work, but I didn't realize he would go as far as seeing her at night and put her pictures on his cellphone..

It makes me so disappointed in him.. why cant he be happy being in ONE relationship, and continue killing off other relationship of others?

Just makes me sick.