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I gave up on her, i hate waiting for replies and not any responses for a couple of days. I do get shes busy and she might be moving/settling down on her new job, but it doesnt take that long to just say something back.. I'm not going to waste my time.
In the meantime, i signed up on some dating sites and getting myself out there, at least give that a chance.. At the same time I really don't like writing about myself, and i haven't gotten a decent picture of myself in years. Honestly these past couple of years i really let myself go, I didn't like looking myself and i can't imagine how krystal would feel, but im trying to get back into shape and revitalize my love for myself.
Anyhow, I made a profile for myself and I did do a search on some local girls, I started with no ethnic preferences, but i ended up just looking at asian girls, the heart knows what the body wants. I think after krystal i don't think i want to pursue a white girl, not for the time being at least. There are some girls i kinda like, but looks like one of those girls who doesn't check it very often, and i'm pretty sure they get a lot of emails =/ I will try regardless.
I watched the new big bang theory epi, and it seems like I was in the same boat as Raj, i can so relate to his state.. Only Raj does get a hot lady in the end, what Sheldon said its kinda right and it hit me, It's really not so bad being alone.
