Currently Playing .: lynch. - above the skin :.
Lately I've been trying to figure out myself, what do i want to do with my life?
Ryan McNeil asked me this question the other day, what are you passionate about other than video games? I thought to myself, i really have no hobbies.
I've been stuck in this lifestyle for so long, I forgot what i really like to do. I really want to pick up a pencil and just draw. Not doodling, but really make something from a blank canvas to something I am proud of.
I watched this kristen stewart movie "speak" and i kind of connected with her character, she discovered art from her art teacher.. really good movie, I really loved that part at the end she showed her art teacher all those drawings she made and posted all over the wall.
Maybe the next step is to take a drawing course, give myself some practice and ultimately meet some new people.
Baby steps!
