uncertainties

:: New Sodmy - A way of Life ::

Almost two months of no update; thought i reviewed a few things..

Finally packed my bags and got back to Vancouver, quitting my job and leaving hk for good. The only thing i miss the most is my house, i put my heart and soul into furnishing the place.. and also the quality times ive spent in there~ only regret is i didnt get to live with anyone in that house.. as much i liked to, but oh well.

Came back to van and left for sakuracon; girugamesh was awesome and amazing human beings, they were totally worth going to see, and i had a lot of fun~ despite having jet lag and some minor upsetting things.. i had some good times with my friends and met some new people along the way ^^

Now almost a month has passed since sakuracon, and im just aimlessly sitting at home everyday, waiting for something to do.. I worked on my resume for a couple of days, but finding a job related to my field is just not possible at the moment. I'm in the middle of a dilemma whether I should go back to school, but not knowing what to take worries me.. its tough everywhere =/ I hate this feeling of indecisiveness, i know just bumming around is putting a lot of pressures on my parents as well as me.. its stressful as hell.

Sometimes I really wish I have an older brother/sister to ask for advice, instead of parents nagging you about "go earn money now, go learn other stuff later in ur life" shit =/