courage

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Last night I finally had the guts to ask kiku out, she said she did not see it coming and will have to think about it.. My heart is still pumping from the moment i told her, I couldn't get any sleep. She is one of my best friends and I just couldn't hold my feelings for her anymore, i finally did it.

Whatever her result is, we promise each other we would still be good friends and won't let this ruin what we had.

Based on my past experience, she would probably say no to being us.. But she has been my shiver of hope in my darkest times ever since we've known each other, i really would love to be that person in her life.. Please god, please help me out here this one time.