jaded

Currently Playing .: lynch. - LIGHTNING :.

So i did get an answer back, and it is a no. As expected, I didn't have much hope to begin with.. I'm not anything she's looking for and I got no game. I just feel disappointed in myself, but at least now i know where I stand. I'm not terribly sad about it, I already assumed the worst so I'm just feeling a bit disappointed in myself, it wasn't the right timing.

She did say if things do get weird between us, she'd understand.. i'm trying not to let that affect me too much but it does feel a bit awkward =/ this is good tho, i don't think i would be able to handle her at my current state.. with life and my current situation right now, i still have lots of stuff i want to improve on. Hopefully by then she will still be around..